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Who am I?My life has become a haze
And I have forgotten my namesake
Who am I in the darkest hours of the day?

There's a little girl who walks down the road
Making mistakes I try to correct
And she looks too much like me

A little boy watches her go
He laughs at her
But in the end, there's nothing left of him

Who are you in the darkest hours of the day?
4. As the DarkEven as I live
Even as I love you
Even as I die
All I see is Darkness
LimboWe are caught on strings
                    That are impossible to cut
So we must rip them off our souls
                    Despite the fact that doing so will break us
We will fall off our wooden crosses
                    Into a never ending red abyss
Some of us will crash into the hard concrete
                    Ending with mangled bodies of broken bones
Bones that will pierce through our flesh
                    Sticking out as white stained red
Yet other will grow wings and fly
                    They shall soar with all their colors
And together they shall recreate
                    Bringing back the things that had ceased to e
5. Shut Down (Seeking Solace)Can you leave me alone?
Please!
Shh, there they come

What I fear
Isn't here
Just let me be

You don't understand
I'm seeking solace
From everyone you brought to me

And if you don't
Don't let me die
Be prepared to say good-bye
Don't Kill YourselfI only wish to give you hope
If I can grant you nothing else
I only wish to save you
Because you're killing yourself inside

Forgive me if I take away your sanity
Take away your will to die
Know that I will always love you
Whether or not you commit to lie

Your feelings are what have been given
Your wishes are a disarray
I will be here for you until the day
The day you stop telling me to go away
Discarded.You cry for your sorrows and you bleed for your dreams,
Just always remember, this world is not what it seems.
You can be the best of friends and then disappear,
They'll just discard you, I know it's hard to hear.
 
But this has happened enough to me,
It's all everyone's been doing recently.
So here I lie, discarded, fearing to stand up,
Because what waits just isn't worth getting up.
 
Thrown away and lying in a puddle of mud and blood,
All the other times I got up, and wiped off the mud.
But this time, as I lie here, broken and bloody,
I don't want to get up, I want to be a dead body.
 
I know getting up is inevitable, because I will never give in,
But I really just want to give up and say that "I'm done in."
Statue In The RainI'm not dead because I'm still breathing,
I'm not dead because I'm finally living.
I'm still here because you always need me,
I won't leave you if you don't leave me.
 
I'm still here, right where you left me,
The statue in the rain, ready to give you glee.
When you feel sad, you know where to go,
I'm not dead, I'm here for you and I hope you know.
 
That I'm still here, and always will be for you,
That I'll remain as long as I know you want me to.
That the statue in the rain will always be waiting for you,
Because Jennifer, I love you.
Home AgainSo I missed a couple doses,
I didn't mean to.
Sometimes I just forget.

But it doesn't matter,
It's good to have you home again,
Right by my side.

So I have to deal with those who whisper in my ear -
Mean things,
Cruel things,
Commands I must not obey.

But it doesn't matter,
It's good to have you home again,
Right by my side.
And though they hate me,
And wish me dead,
And love to toy with me like a doll,
I have you.
And that's all that matters.

So I'm feeling lost in life,
And it's hard sometimes to see the light,
And handle my anger and hate.
So I feel angry at everything sometimes,
And I just want everyone to leave me a
2. Love, Shadows, and the Sun     He had no idea how great her love was, and the second he realized how great her love was he lost her.
     And he had loved her just as much. What was he to do with love that couldn't do anything? He left it to die in the Shadows, and there the Sun never came.
     His love stood frozen and numb. So long had it been in ice that when the Sun shined again the love cracked and started to destroy itself; to break.
     Only the Sun's fire could melt the ice, but the Sun was so furious, sad. And so, the Sun stopped shining until the day love
It's all in your head...She heard the music in her head
Even when she slept in her bed
The tune was never ending
The tone was forever bending
She scarred her face to make it stop
Her world exploded with a pop
Don't hurt my baby, please
My, my, the fates are such a tease
I'll laugh and cry
Meanwhile she'll die

The music is in her mind
Who is she?Her eyes were colder than fire
Her touch hotter than ice
MonkeysMy monkeys laugh
Their brown fur ruffling in the wind
They sway side to side
Swinging on a tree
They jump on the bed
As I read them a book
A book about other monkeys falling off and hitting their head

Eating their bananas
Quite messily
Clear joy in their faces
They fill my heart with warmth
Because they're not really monkeys
But they might as well be.

They're my baby brothers, my own monkeys.
Rotting ThroneThere were many people who fell that day. I was not one of them. But then the rest started to break, like aged puppets. I was not one of them.
But then I looked around at the residue. Straying souls, empty bodies, black eyes, and the smell of lost hope in the air.
One person pushed their self over the edge, to fall and to break. Like an aged puppet with broken strings. But it was not just a puppet, it was a marionette.
That person was me.
I fell to fix the cruel sadness. And I came back. We all did.
But we had forgotten.
Never forget your scars. They will grow. You will forget to heal them, mend them. And so they grow. Grow. Grow. Gro
ForeverI want you to devour me
Destroy me
Tear me apart
Kick me around
And then kiss me
Whisper sweet nothings in my ear
Drive me crazy
Up the wall
Until we fall apart
Like castle ruins
Lovely DisgustThe World was Beautiful
Filled with ever changing Colors and Lights
People would Evolve, becoming Miraculous

But then I saw a Change that was far from Greatness
Everything became Nasty and riddled with Disgust
It all grew into something Wrong and Impure

My Hatred for the People I used to Love started to Grow
Just as their Filthiness Grew
And I thought of ways to Light them All on Fire

But like Armored Knights they came
My Friends I had previously Abandoned
And they showed me the unfiltered light within the                            
                                                 Beautiful Chaos
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The Mirror

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My heart burst into a million shards of glass
And you tried to pick them up one by one
Did you not care that you cut yourself?

Drops of blood fell from your fingertips
As I watched you pathetically, laying on the floor
Why did you love me so much?

A single stumble - you fell breaking the shards even worst
But you, my beautiful darling, kept on going
Are you not tired of me?

Try putting me back together
And I come back
But what is life without you?
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~WhiteRose98 Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Nice... Love it!
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=DeadlyPen Nov 22, 2012  Student Writer
Thanks, dear~!
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~WhiteRose98 Nov 24, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
No problem~!
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!ICanMakeAFist Nov 20, 2012  Student General Artist
I don't really like poetry affiliated with love, but this struck me anyways.... strange
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=DeadlyPen Nov 20, 2012  Student Writer
Really? Thank you, I shall take that as a compliment~! :D
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!ICanMakeAFist Nov 21, 2012  Student General Artist
Haha you should it was very good
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=DeadlyPen Nov 21, 2012  Student Writer
I've just realized that my poems have taken on a romantic turn... I must change this! I dislike when people only write lovey dovey poems and I will not become a hypocrite!
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!ICanMakeAFist Nov 21, 2012  Student General Artist
Haha it's not a bad thing! It's just a personal preference.
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=DeadlyPen Nov 21, 2012  Student Writer
I know, but I refuse to fill my gallery of lovey-lovey things. You have brought it to my attention and I thank you =P
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!ICanMakeAFist Nov 22, 2012  Student General Artist
Your welcome, but only do that if you actually don't like those things! You should post anything you want regardless of my preferences.
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